park that car
drop that phone
sleep on the floor
dream about me
snap memories
give peeaacce a chance
go ahead and call me a hippie
i like it.
tell me your name
tell me your story
you belong along the wildflowers
this is no modern romance
Fill these spaces up with days
In my room you can go you can stay.
I can't sleep i can't speak to you.
Now these years locked in my drawer
I'll open to see just to be sure.
I can't sleep i can't speak to you.
And so i'm reaching out for the one
And so i've learned the meaning of the sun
And all this like a message comes to shift my point of view.
I'm watching through my own light
As it tints the shade of you.
Hold my wine hold it in
Nobody's lost but nobody wins.
you wish you had them.
i love you best friends <3.
find me here: supporting the local scene, the village- my favorite thrift store, i love thrifting, with my best friends, dancing in the rain, mall because(fashionisfun), sitting at the park, laying in the grass , bookstore, sleeping, little hunans, being a nerd at school, in my room, sleeping in my bed, running around being crazy and snapping photographs anywhere and at anytime
rocks my world: california, my favorite silly songs i make up, the ocean, road trips, summer, camping out, flowers in my hair, azure ray, GARDEN STATE, plus the soundtrack, beatles, PEARLS, boys in ties. lightning, bright colors, banana smoothies, magazines, having dark hair, my hairclips, laying in my room with the windows open, candles, storms, funny sunglasses, the 70's, polkadots, shoes, my silly looking slip-ons. monster trucks, black and white photographs, the nightlife, rollarcoasters, violin, chipotle, heated blankets, compliments, broken social scene, windchimes, big cities, fireworks, guitar, drums, koolaid, palm trees, vintage, cardigans, moshpits, concerts, the world, peace, animals, love, holding hands, smiling at nothing, making friendship bracelets, poniesbuy me one, alligators, smelly markers, 67 pontiacs, books,nintendo, poetry,broken glass, abandoned warehouses and other buildings, the country, movies, piano, politics, plants, daisies (are my favorite), indie music, pink flamingos, staring at the sky and counting the stars...
i need to: sleep less, stop thinking so much, drown out my shyness, stop looking for negatives, believe my first instincts, get a tattoo, own a boutique, keep a better diary, learn guitar, start a girly indie band, take chances, BE SPONTANEOUS and love myself
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Nov 24, 2004
lately. life is pointless.
college apps need to be in soon, and i still havent taken the ACT to get a better score.
what procrastination.
life consists of:
stupid school.
web class is a joke. bre entertains us all.
the best part of the day.
pure boredom.
bell rings at 1:37.
freedom.
Posted at 04:22 pm by sunni
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Nov 17, 2004
let's talk of old movies and about growing up.
december is approaching
SNOW, christmas, sledriding, love, cookies, eggnog and mad shopping for the loved ones. <33
i have to start saving up.
new york is a bust, were on the waiting list, which means it's a NO GO!
i'm almost miserable. i wish there was some way i could go.
i want to see the city lit up with christmas colour.
80s night soon.
i'm going fashionablyscandulous. leg warmeres are my new best friend.
i miss the old times.
lately i feel soo ugly, inside and out.
after january, its like new job time.
i'm broke and i hate it.
i need to start focusing on colleges.
but my mind is concentrating on other things.
i'd love to go iceskating.
triple axes are my DREAM.
and dreams hardly come true.
i want new friends.
i want to keep the old.
i need new horzions.
i need to laugh more.
i like everyone
i don't like myself.
i need help.
i need to let myself love.
i am afriad of everything
i am afriad of falling too hard, too fast.
tell me what you think about this photograph, it makes me want to be young again in summertime.
innocence is the best.
i wish i still had it.
Posted at 05:38 pm by sunni
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Nov 14, 2004
hold me closer tiny dancer.
REWIND.
my future is flying by.
i'm trying to let go of things before it gets too hard.
I'm STOPPING TIME.
just hold me closer and never let go. <33
don't be like me.
i neeed to photograph anyone!
anything.
i'm bored with life.
shoes dood!!! my friends. my loves.
WHOAA.
new york city in a month. i think im in loove.
i wanna scream.
BE YOURSELF.
and love & be loved because thats all there is in this wild world.
p.s. be true to others and yourself.
you'll live alot happier.
Posted at 10:07 pm by sunni
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Nov 8, 2004
you don't know me.
i hate how childish girls act like they rule the world.
isn't there FUCKING more than just "omg, i just got this neww skirt and its soooo cuuutee, i loook sooo good in it"
im sick and tired of taking damn trips to the mall.
you say youre down to earth,
fucking prove it you materialistic whore.
why don't you put your concerns into things that matter instead of spending your precious time rummaging through racks of identical clothing.
FUCK CONFORMITY.
i'm tired of waking up and feeling like shit.
i love good style.
i like it cheap.
i like it ORIGINAL.
i'm not into that omg LATEST FASHION bit.
it's all a bunch of bullshit.
trends are like a bitch way of stealing others creativity.
LOOK AT MY ROOM SUCKERS
it's messy and i love it.
i'm not trying to be fashionably correct
i'm just trying to be myself.
LEARN.
p.s. this entry is not to my hipsters.
you rock.
but this entry is to the girls that have no brains.
Posted at 07:54 pm by sunni
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Nov 6, 2004
let's rewind the light years.
i've been alive 17.8 years, and it feels like forever. i guess its like that when youre realive. sometimes i look for too much symbolism. i try to over analyze EVERYTHING. i can't stop staring at people. they interest me too much. i want to know their stories, there weaknesses, their loves and ambitions. It's sad that no one you pass at a street light will ever know REALLY know and understand you. So heres the biggest question, of my life.
How is it possible that two people ever fall in love?
Is it just some random chance that you'll find that someone? Does destiny and fate even exist? it's so hard to believe. Do you ever really fall, or do you just immune to what is around you? How do you ever know that you feel the exactly same way about someone? why does it have to be sooo complicated and difficult to grasp the concept of love. No one really knows what it is and no one can define it properly. We're all wondering about this planet looking for someone we can relate to, but how do you know, really know that its love?
don't get this wrong. i believe.
i just dont want to lose my mind overanalyzing it.
I want to LOVE. really LOVE.
it's just hard for me to uncomplicate.
i've been feeling unlike myself.
pretty scared actually. i wish it would just go away.
i don't know what i want. I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYONE.
and i really dont want anyone to hurt me.
sometimes we can't help it though.
i admit i like when you say nothing.
silent conversation is my favorite.
because when i look into your eyes
they say it all.
Posted at 08:10 pm by sunni
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Nov 5, 2004
today i feel all alone. like this little girl swinging her life away.
friends are friends. and enemies are the same.
let's start living life the right way. <3
Posted at 02:14 pm by sunni
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Oct 30, 2004
WHOOOAA. watch out.
Posted at 06:14 pm by sunni
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Oct 28, 2004
whoa. this is beautiful.
fall is almost over.
sweet bitter winter will be here in a flash.
i'm glad i have you to keep me warm.
school is flying by. soon ill be GROWN UP.
or ill be forced too.
ku pow.
friends are becoming clones.
what the hell. get your own originality. i'm sick of people STEALING mine.
i'm greedy. so deal with it.
god, im such a camera whore. its taking over my life.
but i really have no problem with it.
boys shouldnt break sweet girls hearts. <333
kickmyelbowsIN (10:32:34 PM): love is....always.
its funny how no one sees how great something is, until its gone. It's like were all soo obilivious to the world, bc were all caught up in our own daily lives, and when something or someone amazing is gone, its too late, bc theres no turning back.
im learning its okay to be afraid of your own feelings.
molly mckay is by far the coolest girl i've ever met, and if i had a sister i want her to be just as cool.
life is rough.
and when you need sandpaper to smooth it out.
just ask me.
i'd love to make you smile <333
Posted at 09:36 pm by sunni
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Oct 13, 2004
so im bad in reflections. i wish i was beautiful. things are okay. everyone is mixing up into different groups, and it makes me cry. I cry every day. for you, for everyone and anyone who is unhappy.
i've been content with myself, only when im with u. im falling deeper into oblivious. ive been reading alot and looking into my future plans. im scared sooo scared. i dont want to fuck up. like i do in everything else. i wish youd realize. i have lots of doctors appointments. i hate the doctor, he makes me feel soooo stupid. instead of curing me, i feel like hes laughing. heres a thought.
how do u know when youre in love? i wish it gave a warning sign, but theres no such thing. were all out to hurt and get hurt. yea, i just want to be happy, not wealthy. just happy.
let's dance. tango. let's iceskate. triple axles maybe. let's sing. preferably the beatles. let's adventure. play in the leaves. let's travel. new york city. let's forget. about our troubles. let's love. each other.
what a wild world.
and im living through it.
crazyyy girl. j.
Posted at 10:27 pm by sunni
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Sep 28, 2004
some wierd trace of happiness has swept over me.
some think it was amelie
i just think im finally content with myself.
why can't i breathe?
maybe its my cold
or my lungs caving in from thinking about you.
school keeps gettting more stupid. i just want to go to college. i need a break from this stupid high school life.
fall is here. yayyy. i love fall. halloween will be here soon, hm i have super ideas for costumes. I'm thinking PARTY.
i wanna go to the park. someone take me, i beg you.
rilo kiley this friday. tilly and the wall too.
i couldnt be more excited.
going with my two best friends and theyre letting me do their hair! yay. this should be interesting. volunteer work at the oktoberfest on sunday with p. i love kids.
it's gunna be love.
-jessica
Posted at 10:01 pm by sunni
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